Arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Y is all this happening??
My heart feels pain..
To them am I a statue or a human like them?
Y must they treat me like this?
Thanks nadia,asyraf n nany who tried to at least
make me happy..
I really appreciate it..
Did you guys know that it is very hard for me to
stay 1h n 30min behind just to stay behind with you
guys??
If you guys want to know it is very difficult..
I am not always free like you guys..
Jgn salah faham..I busy studying..Tk de time nk lepak..
Hari ni aku sanggup skip time just to lepak with you..
Tapi utk aku lh,aku dibuat mcm statue..
Aku ingatkan hari ni kalu aku lepak dgn krg,
krg leh uat aku happy giler,tapi aku rase aku salah..
Sorry to say this..Yg lain jgn amek hati..
Ak dh berubah..I am not the girl krg kenal..
Budak tu dh tk de..That girl is gone forever..
She is not going to appear anymore..
Never!Dier pun nk mintak maaf dgn org yg dier dh buat
salah..
SORRY FOR WHAT I DID TO YOU IN THE PAST!FORGIVE ME..
I really want to say sorry to Helena,Nadia dgn Nany..
Sorry guys..
Aku tahu aku tahu pernah buat salah kt krg..
Sorry!

Trip to the Science centre was the best..
Everyone was so elated..
Firstly during recess time..
Everyone eat together n then have fun..
After recess go back to class..
Then mr ng ask we all to do the presentation..
After presentation we go down to the canteen..
Then at the canteen i msg Zul my admirer..
Elena:Hello!
Zul:Hi!
Elena:Kau duduk kt ne?aku tk nampak
Zul:Same , ,where r u?
Elena:If you seat near muqs u will see me
Zul:Nmpk ! Nmpk !
Elena:Same..
Then a few minutes later we got on the bus..
I was damn happy sey..
My admirer was ride on the same bus as me..
Happy sia!
Then I couldn't stop staring at him..
All the way..
But to bad i was sitting far behind..
But when we go back from science centre,
zul n halim sat in front of me n helena..
happy sia..
Ahhhhhhhh!!
Best day..

Nadia in this world nobody is perfect..
Aku tadi marah dgn semue org yg ketawe bile aku tgh uat presentation..
Aku tadi pun marah dgn hani..
In case you want to know hani tanye aku kalau aku
kwn dier ke tk bukan aku marah kt dier..
you got it all wrong..
Aku tk marah dgn kau pun..
Bukan kau sorang pe yg salah..
You guys know I am presenting n yet you
guys laugh just because krg tk de wind mill..
Aku marah kt krg semue because u guys were rude..
Others wanted to hear our explanation n you guys laugh loudly..
Don't you guys think you guys went to far..
N aku ader ckp ke kau salah aku betul??
Yes..pasal helena dgn muqs kau salah tapikau salah cume sikit..
Yg pasal drg ader aku ckp semue salah kau??
Kau jage ke feelings aku??
Kau kadang2 bile dgn helena kau lupe aku..
Sape kate aku tk jage perasaan kau??
Lastly aku tk nk gadoh dgn kau..
That is all I have to say..

Why is love complicated?
Why must love sometimes destroy friendship?
Why must there be love in the first place?
If love was not created in the first place,
friendship would not have been destroy.
I advised those who are in love to better be careful.
You may hurt yourself or your friends.Do not ever fall in love
with the same guy/girl.Too dangerous.
Heed my advise and nothing will happen.
Btw this love is for the boy n girl
falling in love with each other.

With love:Elena

Why must everybody treat me like a statue?
Do they think I am a person without feelings?
My friends,they usually talk behind my back
thinking that I didn't know.
My family,they always scold me.
I am tired of this.Can't you guys just give
me a break?I seriously need some space.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I am so stress.
N nobody is helping..
Instead of them helping me,they gave me a bad scolding..
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What the heck lh..
Is it that hard to believe that I want to change for the better..
Is it that hard??
Ans me...N my friend is always not by my side when
i need help..What kind of friend r u guys??
That's all that I can for today..

With love:Elena

Yipee!We got gold for malay dance..
Adilah called me n say this,
Adilah:"Kak shocking news."
Mie:"Ape dier?Pasal result eh?Kite dpt bronze eh?"
Adilah:"No.KIte dpt gold.Adik dh bilang Nurul n A'izzah tapi drg tk percaye."
Elena:"Biar betik.Jgn main2 ah."
Adilah:"Adik tk main2 lh.It is true.Cikgu fauzi msg my mum n tell her kite dpt gold."
Elena:tears of joy rolled down my tears..
Elena:"Adik r u relly sure??Jgn main2.."
Adilah:"Tk lh,adik tk main2.Serious."
Elena:"Okay,I go called kak Shairah,Meidina n Hani."
Adilah:"K go inform them about this good news."
Elena:"Bye."
Adilah:Bye."
Straght away I go called Shairah,Hani n Meidina n tell them about the great news..I called shairah n told her about the news..She couldn't believe me..I ask her to call hani while I go n call meidina..It was not that easy to contact meidina..So I told her thorugh MSN..She also couldn't believe it..They all only believe it when Miss Siti msg their parents..The next day we went to school which was on Thusday..She told us to stand..Then she told the whole school that we won gold..We were all so shy..That is all that I can say for today..I also don't have anything else that I can say..So BYE!

With love:Elena

Hey!Today was the day of my competition..I was so excited...
Everyone did so well..This time me and the others are trying to aim gold..
I am proud of my Malay dance team..Love you guys!!Today my lessons on 25min...
I reach school late so didn't had enough time to study...
When I went up to class just now,during mother tongue lesson,
The whole class was like staring at me,Shairah n Meidina..It was like so
damn embarrassing..There was homework given to me..I will be starting on my homework
soon...After finishing my homework,I will pack my back and go to sleep..
That's all for today..Love the Malay dance team n SBTTC FAMILY!

With love:Elena

Another 3 more days to my

SYF competition..

I am so excited..I hope to

achieved goal this year..

I will be performing this 12 april

n will know the result 15april..

Even though I am so excited

because of my SYF competiton..N at the same

time I am sad..Cause only my bestfwen

nadia wish me good luck..Only

nadia n nany..n my malay dance friends..

I am utterly dissapointed..

Okay..going to study now byeeeee....

with love:elena

For SBTTC Family

I need to tell you guys something..

I want to talk about all of you..

Asyraf:You r sweet n kind

towards me..Sometimes you also

kurang ajar..But I will still

treat you like my own brother..

I don't like when you call me banana..hehe

sakit hati tao..

Nadia:You r like my sister..

I treat you well n you treat me well too..

I am happy to have a sister n a

bestfwen like you..

Helena:You r my bestfwen,sister n

my cousin...You r like my very

own sister...

N I also want to say this to you..

I know that you like zul..

Just face it..Don't lie to me anymore..

Andy:Sorry tadi tk dpt celebrate birthday kau..

Aku nk wish kau one more time..

Happy birthday..

Haikel:You are nothing wrong..

Kau okay..U make me laugh..

So I don't have that much to say about you..

Zul:Ur want is personal..

You want to find out..msg me then I will

tell you..

N aku dissapointed dgn krg..

Nk tahu kenape..

In all of you only nadia wish me good luck

before my SYF competition..

Yg lain tk..Is either you guys don't or

I didn't tell you guys..

N none of you gave me advise..

Aku seriously dissapointed..

Because of you guys aku tk de semangat..

I thought you guys will give me advise or something..

But nothing...

That is all I have to say..

You guys are forgiven btw!

I am so angry with someone..

I won't tell who is it..

She sucks..

I want to forget all the bad thing...

n tell you the good things...

First is about my performance in school...

On 1st april..which is april fools day..

Fun sia..

I let you see the picture...

The picture right above this note...