Have you guys ever understand what am I going through
all this time?
I had enough of all this problem . .
I can't take it anymore !
STOP ADDING PROBLEM !
I can't handle it . .
I am sick and tired of you guys . .
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
If u guys think i forget u guys and hang out with my new friends,
then find that it between us . .
We go on seprate ways . .

Y must you hurt me ?
I thought you my friend . .
Do u know how hurt i feel when u shouted at my face ?
I was also shock at the same time . .
Do u really hate me or what ?
What did do to you until you hate me so much . .
I really feel like jumping down a building . .
I can't take it anymore . .
I'm sick and tired of this NONSENSE ! !
Do you think I can afford to lose a friend like you and the others ?
NO I can't . . Because I getting use hanging out with you guys . .
How can you do this to me ?
I treated you like big sister . .
I give up ! I give up !
Are you happy ? I hope you are . .
I really have nothing else to say . .
Lastly 'GOODBYE' !

To my friend *** . .
I just want to say a few things . .
I told you during recess in the hall that you change a lot . .
What I mean is that your attidude change . .
I don't really know who you anymore . .
I want the old you back . . I want my admirer back . .
I don't like the new him . . If you want to know why i say you
change a lot , think again . . Ask yourself whether did you change or not . .
I just wish you would come back again . .

With love:Elena

Group 1 , Group 2 or Group 3 . . Which group should I choose ? I am confused . .
I like everybody in the three groups . . You guys always make me happy . .
You guys make me laugh and have never made me sad . .
But in the end I have to choose one group or maybe not even one group . .
I can't make the decision now . . I got to concentrate on my studies . .
I'll tell you guys soon . . Very soon . .

With Love:Elena

Y must I be the middle person . . Do u know how difficult it is . .
I can't take it anymore . . Can't I just choose one of u guys ?
Y must u guys make it so difficult for me ?
Do u know how stressful is it ?
I will tell you guys something when the time is right . .
Maybe after PSLE . . It is important and u guys have to know it . .
But don't be angry once u know it . .
That's all I have to say . .

With Love:Elena

Blogging Competiton result will be out this
Saturday 7 August 2010 1.30pm . .
II can't wait . .
I hope me and my group wins either the first or second prize . .
I pray to god and hope he will let me and my group win the time . .
All the best to us . .
Today I had EL Oral . .
It is very difficult . . Super difficult . .
I was stuck at picture dicussion . .
I hope I pass my EL oral . .
Tomorrow MT Oral . .
I think it will be much more challenging than EL oral . .
I will just have give my very best . .
Jia you , Jia you , Jia you !

I'm back . . Those reading my blog ,
you might want to read my fb p.m . .
Ya , you r right , I am taking revenge on someone . .
That gurl is my bestfriend , I can't believe she patch up with
with her ex-boyfriend and at that time I was his girlfriend . .
Even though it happen a long time , I will still take revenge . .
And I make sure it happens . .
I want the gurl to feel how I felt after knowing my
boyfriend two-timed me . .
I will make sure YOU feel HURT !
Arghhhhhhhh ! ! !
I will never forget the incident till today . .
If you want to know , I cry so badly on the day I broke up with my boyfriend
who is your EX-Boyfriend !
I want you to SUFFER ! I regret forgiving you !
I want you to CRY ! Cry so BADLY !
If you still have feelings for him , you could have tell me . .
But you did not . .
Y must the person who told me be ****** and ****** . .
From the day I broke up with ********* because of you ,
I regard you as my ENERMY . .
but i aslo don't y I made the decision to forgive you . .
You totally BETRAYED me !
I HATE YOU !!!!!!!!!!

Say goodbye to the gurl who use to be a irratating girl . .
Say hello to the new girl . .
You can say that she is still a bit the same as the old one . .
But , she is trying her very best to change her attidude . .
The old girl would like to say sorry to her friends . .
The new girl wants to be BFF with them again . .
But she is confident that it will never happen . .
So the new girl will keep trying till they say yes . .

Lots of love:Elena

I'm back..
I am so tired after the malaysia trip..
It was a wasted trip..
The sleeping arrangement was bad..
Too many mosquito..
N too many cats..
The toilet don't have light n very dirty..
Had to get use with the toilet for 1 day..
It's good to be back..

I will change for the sake of
(insertname)..
I want to continue our friendship..
I don't want it to end just like this..
I'll just forget about the past and change..
If that is what u guys want..
Then I will..
SORRY!

24 May 2010
Wonderful n a sad day for me..
The wonderful thing that has happen to me today is that
Ms Shanti came into my class because mr Ng is
not here today..So she relieve us..
The sad thing is that I am disappointed in my friends..
I wanted to be happy bu I couldn't..
I was trying to solve something with my friend..
We were talking to find out the truth..
But my friend (insertname) n her boyfriend (insertname)
were hugging together..
I am a little angry at them..
N I am going to admit that I was jealous..
N I am also a bit angry at my others friends..
Is it wrong for me to have sore throat?
I don't think so..
Y must u guys make fun of me
when my voice is different?
It is not funny..
Maybe it is the month for me to fall sick..
I thought u guys would understand..
But I was wrong..
I thought u guys would be there for me if
I need you guys by my side..
I was Wrong all along..
What a fool I am..

143 days to PSLE..
I am not even ready for Prelims..
Just have to study hard.
Double hard!
I need to work hard to get good marks..
Arghhhhh!!!
Stress*3..

I feel so sick..
My body is weak..
My leg is painful..
My mouth is too dry..
N.A.F.A test is this thursday n my leg is pain..
How to pass my N.A.F.A test..
I have been sick for already 4 days..
And still no sign of improvement on mine health..
Eating my medicine is also no use..:(
What am I going to do?
I have to get well..
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

Fun sey today..
Lepak dgn yg lain..
Main ahli pom..
Boleh lh kate kan fun..
After playing a few rounds,
kepale pening sey..
Mcm nk muntah..
Then go home tk de strength nk mkn..
Terus tidur..Bangun kul 8 lebih..baring2
then mkn..mcm nk sakit..
I am still angry with nany..She is a big liar..
Nany2..Aku malas nk lyn kau..
Bual merepek..nk tipu tapi tk tahu tipu..
What a ******* ***** u r..
Nk tipu pun agak2 lh..
Aku masih ingat kate2 kau lagi..
Ckp nk berubah tk tk ubah2..
Actions speaks louder than words..
Ur attidude nk kene tukar..
Cikgu marah kau,kau uat perangai..
Dh start fanatic kau..
Nanti kau start campak bende..
Aku kdg2 nk marah pun tk leh..
U also say to the others yesterday yg
kau curi hp abg kau..nanti balek
kau letak balek..
Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!
Change ur attidude before it is too late...

Arghhhhh!!!!Nany r u trying to make me jealous??
Just admit it that you like zul!
It is obvious..It is also obvious that you like muqs...
Do you want to know y i say u it is obvious
that you like zul?
First:You always talk about him.
Second:You say to the others that you want to go home with zul.
Third:You ask me for his number.
Yg pasal muqs I don't know..
Helena can feel it..
U already rampas muqs from me before..
R u going to do the same thing to helena?
Kau nk rampas zul dari aku tk pe..Pasal kite bukan matair..
I just like him..I don't think he like me..
SO kau nk rampas,rampas lh..
Tapi ingat aku tk akan forgive kau..
I won't forgive you

Arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Y is all this happening??
My heart feels pain..
To them am I a statue or a human like them?
Y must they treat me like this?
Thanks nadia,asyraf n nany who tried to at least
make me happy..
I really appreciate it..
Did you guys know that it is very hard for me to
stay 1h n 30min behind just to stay behind with you
guys??
If you guys want to know it is very difficult..
I am not always free like you guys..
Jgn salah faham..I busy studying..Tk de time nk lepak..
Hari ni aku sanggup skip time just to lepak with you..
Tapi utk aku lh,aku dibuat mcm statue..
Aku ingatkan hari ni kalu aku lepak dgn krg,
krg leh uat aku happy giler,tapi aku rase aku salah..
Sorry to say this..Yg lain jgn amek hati..
Ak dh berubah..I am not the girl krg kenal..
Budak tu dh tk de..That girl is gone forever..
She is not going to appear anymore..
Never!Dier pun nk mintak maaf dgn org yg dier dh buat
salah..
SORRY FOR WHAT I DID TO YOU IN THE PAST!FORGIVE ME..
I really want to say sorry to Helena,Nadia dgn Nany..
Sorry guys..
Aku tahu aku tahu pernah buat salah kt krg..
Sorry!

Trip to the Science centre was the best..
Everyone was so elated..
Firstly during recess time..
Everyone eat together n then have fun..
After recess go back to class..
Then mr ng ask we all to do the presentation..
After presentation we go down to the canteen..
Then at the canteen i msg Zul my admirer..
Elena:Hello!
Zul:Hi!
Elena:Kau duduk kt ne?aku tk nampak
Zul:Same , ,where r u?
Elena:If you seat near muqs u will see me
Zul:Nmpk ! Nmpk !
Elena:Same..
Then a few minutes later we got on the bus..
I was damn happy sey..
My admirer was ride on the same bus as me..
Happy sia!
Then I couldn't stop staring at him..
All the way..
But to bad i was sitting far behind..
But when we go back from science centre,
zul n halim sat in front of me n helena..
happy sia..
Ahhhhhhhh!!
Best day..

Nadia in this world nobody is perfect..
Aku tadi marah dgn semue org yg ketawe bile aku tgh uat presentation..
Aku tadi pun marah dgn hani..
In case you want to know hani tanye aku kalau aku
kwn dier ke tk bukan aku marah kt dier..
you got it all wrong..
Aku tk marah dgn kau pun..
Bukan kau sorang pe yg salah..
You guys know I am presenting n yet you
guys laugh just because krg tk de wind mill..
Aku marah kt krg semue because u guys were rude..
Others wanted to hear our explanation n you guys laugh loudly..
Don't you guys think you guys went to far..
N aku ader ckp ke kau salah aku betul??
Yes..pasal helena dgn muqs kau salah tapikau salah cume sikit..
Yg pasal drg ader aku ckp semue salah kau??
Kau jage ke feelings aku??
Kau kadang2 bile dgn helena kau lupe aku..
Sape kate aku tk jage perasaan kau??
Lastly aku tk nk gadoh dgn kau..
That is all I have to say..

Why is love complicated?
Why must love sometimes destroy friendship?
Why must there be love in the first place?
If love was not created in the first place,
friendship would not have been destroy.
I advised those who are in love to better be careful.
You may hurt yourself or your friends.Do not ever fall in love
with the same guy/girl.Too dangerous.
Heed my advise and nothing will happen.
Btw this love is for the boy n girl
falling in love with each other.

With love:Elena

Why must everybody treat me like a statue?
Do they think I am a person without feelings?
My friends,they usually talk behind my back
thinking that I didn't know.
My family,they always scold me.
I am tired of this.Can't you guys just give
me a break?I seriously need some space.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I am so stress.
N nobody is helping..
Instead of them helping me,they gave me a bad scolding..
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What the heck lh..
Is it that hard to believe that I want to change for the better..
Is it that hard??
Ans me...N my friend is always not by my side when
i need help..What kind of friend r u guys??
That's all that I can for today..

With love:Elena

Yipee!We got gold for malay dance..
Adilah called me n say this,
Adilah:"Kak shocking news."
Mie:"Ape dier?Pasal result eh?Kite dpt bronze eh?"
Adilah:"No.KIte dpt gold.Adik dh bilang Nurul n A'izzah tapi drg tk percaye."
Elena:"Biar betik.Jgn main2 ah."
Adilah:"Adik tk main2 lh.It is true.Cikgu fauzi msg my mum n tell her kite dpt gold."
Elena:tears of joy rolled down my tears..
Elena:"Adik r u relly sure??Jgn main2.."
Adilah:"Tk lh,adik tk main2.Serious."
Elena:"Okay,I go called kak Shairah,Meidina n Hani."
Adilah:"K go inform them about this good news."
Elena:"Bye."
Adilah:Bye."
Straght away I go called Shairah,Hani n Meidina n tell them about the great news..I called shairah n told her about the news..She couldn't believe me..I ask her to call hani while I go n call meidina..It was not that easy to contact meidina..So I told her thorugh MSN..She also couldn't believe it..They all only believe it when Miss Siti msg their parents..The next day we went to school which was on Thusday..She told us to stand..Then she told the whole school that we won gold..We were all so shy..That is all that I can say for today..I also don't have anything else that I can say..So BYE!

With love:Elena

Hey!Today was the day of my competition..I was so excited...
Everyone did so well..This time me and the others are trying to aim gold..
I am proud of my Malay dance team..Love you guys!!Today my lessons on 25min...
I reach school late so didn't had enough time to study...
When I went up to class just now,during mother tongue lesson,
The whole class was like staring at me,Shairah n Meidina..It was like so
damn embarrassing..There was homework given to me..I will be starting on my homework
soon...After finishing my homework,I will pack my back and go to sleep..
That's all for today..Love the Malay dance team n SBTTC FAMILY!

With love:Elena

Another 3 more days to my

SYF competition..

I am so excited..I hope to

achieved goal this year..

I will be performing this 12 april

n will know the result 15april..

Even though I am so excited

because of my SYF competiton..N at the same

time I am sad..Cause only my bestfwen

nadia wish me good luck..Only

nadia n nany..n my malay dance friends..

I am utterly dissapointed..

Okay..going to study now byeeeee....

with love:elena

For SBTTC Family

I need to tell you guys something..

I want to talk about all of you..

Asyraf:You r sweet n kind

towards me..Sometimes you also

kurang ajar..But I will still

treat you like my own brother..

I don't like when you call me banana..hehe

sakit hati tao..

Nadia:You r like my sister..

I treat you well n you treat me well too..

I am happy to have a sister n a

bestfwen like you..

Helena:You r my bestfwen,sister n

my cousin...You r like my very

own sister...

N I also want to say this to you..

I know that you like zul..

Just face it..Don't lie to me anymore..

Andy:Sorry tadi tk dpt celebrate birthday kau..

Aku nk wish kau one more time..

Happy birthday..

Haikel:You are nothing wrong..

Kau okay..U make me laugh..

So I don't have that much to say about you..

Zul:Ur want is personal..

You want to find out..msg me then I will

tell you..

N aku dissapointed dgn krg..

Nk tahu kenape..

In all of you only nadia wish me good luck

before my SYF competition..

Yg lain tk..Is either you guys don't or

I didn't tell you guys..

N none of you gave me advise..

Aku seriously dissapointed..

Because of you guys aku tk de semangat..

I thought you guys will give me advise or something..

But nothing...

That is all I have to say..

You guys are forgiven btw!

I am so angry with someone..

I won't tell who is it..

She sucks..

I want to forget all the bad thing...

n tell you the good things...

First is about my performance in school...

On 1st april..which is april fools day..

Fun sia..

I let you see the picture...

The picture right above this note...

Hey!Wats up...

Its been so long since I post..

I have been busy...

Studying,playing,hanging out with my friends..

N most of the time I am busy

is because I have been practising my dance

for SYF..

And I have been very tired everyday...

nothing else that I want to say sooooooo,

BYEEEEEEEEEEEe...

Today I am soo happy..

First I was awarded the kindness certificate in class..

Second my performance is coming..

Lastly my SYF is coming also..

My SYF is less then a month..

I really can't wait for 5th april 2010..

n 26 March 2010..

N I also want to make sure that I dance well

On stage...

I want to make my class proud n

my teachers proud..

Especially sbttc family n my other

bestfwen..

I hope u guys will be proud of me...

N I make sure that me n the other malay dance

students win the gold with honour before I leave

Xishan Primary School!

I will make Xishan proud..

Today I jus found out that..

I have fallen in love with somebody..

Which I am not telling anybody..

I just know that he was the one

who i have been dreaming about..

OMG!!

I can't believe I held his hand just now..

Feels odd??

BTW, I saw my ex-boyfwen,

Muqsitul..

I totally walk a away from him when he

wanted to get close to me..

I also didn't even look at him when I

saw him just now..

I didn't know wat to do...

Thats all for today..

9 march 2010

I am so happy today cause I went for an excursion just now..

With all the p6 students..

It was the very first time..It was exciting..

Me n the others went to a theater to watch an upfront performance..

It was fun,excellent n scary..

N most of it was shocking..

I did take part in the story too but, it was just because

I had too help them act some small little parts..

Some of my other friends also did take part..

It was quite funny..I could hear some voices luaghing..

It was quite embarrassing for me..

But it was great..

Inside the bus me n my friends took a lot of picture..

For me I will always remember this day

until today..Cause it was the first time ever going on an

excursion with all my malay clasmates..

To u guys reading this n u r in my

mt class,I hope u will be like me n remember this very first excursion...

N lastly it was my bestfwen birthday,Hani..

I already wish her happy birthday..

8 march 2010..
I know my results for CA1 already..I pass 2 subject n fail 2 subject..
For the very first time,I pass my Science subject!!Yipee...
But I still fail my Maths..I wish I can pass my Maths exam for my SA1...
I really hope so..All I have to do is LESSER down on playing my home laptop..
N change my bad atitdude...That is all I really have to do...I also have to LESSER down hanging
out with the SBTTC family...I hope u guys in SBTTC family who is reading my blog don't feel hurt..
But I hope that u guys will understand...I really have to this just because I want to change..
Tomoro is an exciting day for me...
P6 will be going..I am totally EXCITED!!!!

Hey!I'm back...

From johor..I know i didn't tell u guys that i went to johor,

but I'm back...

N I think tons of things happen when I'm away..

My friends went to Escape Theme Park..

n something went wrong...

I think Nurish wanted to quit the SBTTC family..

n wait I forgot to tell u that me n my group has come up with a name,

Sister-Brother-To-The-Core family(sbttcfamily)

we also have a blog of our family...

Ya about the nurish quiting the sbttc family...

I dunno wat happen..

I dun even understand wat nursih were up too...

It's to complicating..

If i dun understand,i dun think u guys out there

will understand wat is happening to my group..

Hmmmmmmmmmmm.......

Shairah n Hani..

I were best fwen wit them since Primary 2...

I treat them like my very own sister...

There r in the same CCA as me...MALAY DANCE..

The 1 thing i know about them is that whenever I am

feeling sad,there will always be there by my side...

Meidina
She is smart n cheerful..

She is also good at giving other advise but

she NEVERS give her own self advise..

She is very active in school..

N she is a dancer just like me..

Aisyah

She is cute,funny n more..

She may be quite short but she runs fast..

She is also as u can say that she is playful,but

she never fails to concentrate on her study..

Tis is for whoever is her boyfwen of future hmmm..

U pick the right choice of being together wit her..

cause she is WONDERFUL GIRL!!

This is my Other

BESTFWEN!!

2nd March 2010

I am having a good day today..

First my bestfwen nadia went crazy after recess..

I dun quite know y??

Second my maths paper is QUITE easy..

tis is the first time i am saying that maths is quite easy..

Third i had fun during music lesson today..

cause me n my friends at the back went crazy..

we dancing like mad people..

helena one of my besties had already started her

tecktonik dance..

and for me i follow how the wonder girls dance

n started my crazyness

cause the teacher-in-charge ask to follow

then i follow lah..

Today is a fun n exciting day for me...

1st march 2010

The bitch try to talk to me in school today,

but i ignore...

I will have to calm down first before i start to

talk to her in school again..

I'm stiil mad at wat she did..

I dunno y but,

i still can't seem to forgive her yet..

Then today after school my ex-

boyfwen wanted to patched up wit me but

i said NO!

I dun want to be hurt twice...

I am also having a bad day at home..

I just can't stand the bad day i am having today..

I'm too stress..

tomoro is my maths exams..

I am scared that i would fail..

i dunno wat to do...

I can't think of anything now..

Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

24 february 2010..

Donn't you have anything better to do then to get people in trouble??

U say u want to change to be a GOOD GIRL,

but u still haven't change..

First u stole my boy fwen,then

u get nadia in trouble by asking her to act as mr. ashari..

third u have nothing better to do by getting people in trouble...

I had enough of ur nonsense!

I hope u can change for the better,

by studying hard n

not getting people in trouble...

I hope I can forget u,

for the rest of my life...I hope that i will never see u again..

CHANGE NOW OR U WILL REGRET LATER...

this is for the girl who took my boyfwen

n always getting people in trouble getting people in TROUBLE!

24 n 25 february 2010..

A bad day for me...I fought n broke with my bf...

If the girl the girl who took away my bf...

this one is for you..

I will hate u for life..u know that i am with *********...

yet u still accept of force him..

u should have said no or force him..

n nothing would have happen..

i thought u were my friend..n i thought i could trust u..

but in the end u hurt me...

I will never forgive u n forget wat had happen...

from now on u n me r just strangers...

I hope u will be very2 HAPPY when u r wit him..

Dun hurt him again...

I hate both u n the jerk..

u guys suit each othe cause both r not good at lying...

Goodbye my bestfriend...

This are my BESTIES!!!

Hi!!my name is Nur Elena..12 years old tis yr..

taking psle tis yr...about me,i love to dance,chat wit my friends..

MOSTLY!!I love to hang out wit my besties..

I am single n available

I am a mother tongue geek..I can keep SECRET!

I dun like to gossipping wit anybody..

BTW IF U DUN LIKE ME!!PLEASE TELL ME STRAIGHT FORWARD...DUN WASTE UR TIME GOING TO MY BLOG N SPAM MY BLOG...I WILL MAKE SURE THAT U N I WILL TALK FACE TO FACE NICELY...I hope u will understand how it FEELS of people blogs being SPAM!!